Since Form5, I started to be very ambitious. I read a lot but I don’t do well in academic. This is because I never thought to work at all. I want to be the boss of my own destiny. Even asking me to “Char Koay Teow” beside the road is still fine with me. I said I would never work!
However, after come out to the society, this is not the case. So, I work until I fed up and I resign. I never work for these 4 months, spending all my saving and investment just to find the right thing for me to do. I crack my head! I feel stress all these months. Drunk and sleep has been my main daily routine.
Then I went to interview with a giant Japanese co-op. I was told that I have the lowest academic qualification among the entire candidates. Anyway, still I am the best candidate, because I study their company very well, understand their system and know where all their revenue come from. I even impress the manager by knowing the name of the global director which has a photo in the office. All this, I never doubt my working ability; I am not only work hard, but smart!
All this while my dream is to own a co-op which have a good status and responsible to social issue. A co-op that I have interest to run, a co-op that will make me feels proud. I wanted to be rich, but not only rich in physical but mental. (Sorry when I mention rich, I mean very rich). I feel tired when I am a lone soldier. Think that I need a very good partner and a good coach to guide me at the same time.
My personality is an extreme, is true that in the end of my life, I either who has everything, or just nothing. Don't ask me to not thinking so much. You may not understand my brain.